Mangledman
Junior Member
Ohio. I divorced in 2005-married 30 years. My ex makes $55,000 a year and I make $75,000. I was ordered to pay her PERMANENT alimony. I started out in the hole because right before I got divorced I was laid off from my job (and yes I had proof I didn't just quit). The Ohio courts call it "spousal support" though she is no longer my spouse (which I find insulting as well). I now live in Tennesse and I have been unemployed at least 3 times since my divorce. Each time 1/2 of my unemplyment went to my ex who was employed full time. I simply can't afford to pay her $1200 a month. I have discovered that very few states even award permanent alimony unless a dependent spouse has no realistic chance for employment AND the marriage was long term. I can't understand why Ohio hangs on to outdated ideas. The lawyers I have talked to don't seem to give me much hope because the alimony laws in Ohio are so strict and unforgiving. This situation has ruined my credit and I feel like I am drowning in debt. Before I was never in trouble with the legal system at all. Now I feel like a public enemy with my income deductions being called "child support". I stayed in such an awful marriage so I could support my children! I am labeled a deadbeat because I can't continue keeping a woman in a lifestyle I don't ever remember us having. If she had a child at home or was unable to work I could understand the need to help her. However, she is able-bodied and quite capable of taking care of her own needs. She may not have everything she had when we were married--but guess what, neither do I. Now, it seems, no one cares whether I can survive or not. I have since remarried and my current spouse is actually permanently disabled. Although Ohio considers it a law to support your spouse I have to put second the woman I took vows to put first. I haven't seen my grandchildren in 3 years because my ex threatens to have me arrested if I enter the state of Ohio. I understand I am ranting, but that is the level of my frustration. I feel as though the only way I can every actually be free of this woman who I haven't gotten along with in 20 years is to commit suicide. Please, I am begging for someone to tell me a place where my NEEDS can be heard and addressed. I just want justice.