Desiree100790
Junior Member
What is the name of your state (only U.S. law)? New Hampshire.
I was with a friend a khols in Lebanon, NH where she was caught stealing, granteed i knew about it, I was sentenced to 30 days at the grafton house of corrections 27 days suspended on good behavior or a year, 1 year of probation in Sullivan County, and $600.00 fine. to my knowledge she never served jail time for this crime. I have been on probation since July 20th,2009 and it has emotionally torn me up completly. Im currently 5 months and 1 week pregnant wiht my son. Not only am i to not have contact with my friends that ive had since i was a child but i also cant have contact with any faimly members who have had a criminal record. I need as much support as i can get. I told him i had smoked marijuana since i was 14 to self-medicate, he is using it agenst me saying if i dont see and LDAC counslor even though im seeing a psyciotirist for my psycological disorders such as Biploar, boarderline personalities, PTSD, social anxiety Disorder, he says thats not good enough. He keeps threatening me to send me to a detox rehab for two weeks to help kick the habbit. I have been working with my psycologist in regaurds to medication so i dont have to medicate myself, i feel that in my best psycological intrest if i was sent to a rehab it would totally break me mroe then i already am. Just in one day of seeing my probation officer i have had more suicidal thoughts then i ever had in my life. I have a bad feeling that he will be the reason i kill myself. I am currently high risk with my pregnancy making things much more difficult. I my probation officer today and in front of another parolee and another probation/parole officer totally belittled, degrated, and disrespected me in many ways. I asked him if it would be possible to just max out my 27days and be done wiht probation and he reaplied "you've only been on probation for 3 months. i dont think so, i also dont feel its in the best intrest of your child or your mental status" What i dont understand is id rather be in jail then feel suicidal and not comfortalbe in my own skin because of probation. I have no privacy at all even with my sons prenatal care. I asked him if i could transfer to vermont due to better help in education purposes, health care and benefits. and he told me not unless i lived with a family member who would finacially support me. So basically telling me that he wants me to get a job but yet have someone else support me. i dont really have family in Vermont aside from my baby father. But i know staying around here will only get me into more trouble. Someone Please i need some advice before something bad happens.
I was with a friend a khols in Lebanon, NH where she was caught stealing, granteed i knew about it, I was sentenced to 30 days at the grafton house of corrections 27 days suspended on good behavior or a year, 1 year of probation in Sullivan County, and $600.00 fine. to my knowledge she never served jail time for this crime. I have been on probation since July 20th,2009 and it has emotionally torn me up completly. Im currently 5 months and 1 week pregnant wiht my son. Not only am i to not have contact with my friends that ive had since i was a child but i also cant have contact with any faimly members who have had a criminal record. I need as much support as i can get. I told him i had smoked marijuana since i was 14 to self-medicate, he is using it agenst me saying if i dont see and LDAC counslor even though im seeing a psyciotirist for my psycological disorders such as Biploar, boarderline personalities, PTSD, social anxiety Disorder, he says thats not good enough. He keeps threatening me to send me to a detox rehab for two weeks to help kick the habbit. I have been working with my psycologist in regaurds to medication so i dont have to medicate myself, i feel that in my best psycological intrest if i was sent to a rehab it would totally break me mroe then i already am. Just in one day of seeing my probation officer i have had more suicidal thoughts then i ever had in my life. I have a bad feeling that he will be the reason i kill myself. I am currently high risk with my pregnancy making things much more difficult. I my probation officer today and in front of another parolee and another probation/parole officer totally belittled, degrated, and disrespected me in many ways. I asked him if it would be possible to just max out my 27days and be done wiht probation and he reaplied "you've only been on probation for 3 months. i dont think so, i also dont feel its in the best intrest of your child or your mental status" What i dont understand is id rather be in jail then feel suicidal and not comfortalbe in my own skin because of probation. I have no privacy at all even with my sons prenatal care. I asked him if i could transfer to vermont due to better help in education purposes, health care and benefits. and he told me not unless i lived with a family member who would finacially support me. So basically telling me that he wants me to get a job but yet have someone else support me. i dont really have family in Vermont aside from my baby father. But i know staying around here will only get me into more trouble. Someone Please i need some advice before something bad happens.