Pulling Out

What is the name of your state? MD

I am giving up on things, I am sorry but I seem to get in to problems. My dad knows me best, & so far everyone seems to want me to do things. I try & fail, I seem not to have the brain to do these things. I cannot go back to my wife or she loses her SSI + health money, my family may not know anything about what you all tell me. Maybe it is my fault for asking the wrong people for help so I am sorry, also I will just do what I can do as in operate like a kid as in my hobbies. I will do more on my web page as I do on my towns, right now it is too hot out so I operate as it is real. Too hot out, no work. Someday you will see more buildings & people [if I can find the people, I found some but not all of them], I will even let you see me on my layout. I will also take pictures of my train going in & out of the towns, + in & out of the tunnels & stations. I will also have pictures of cars & trucks & buses on the roads, this is what God gave me because he knows that with my earthly disability that I cannot do much. Other disabled people may not do what I can do, but they can do more then me, like;

HAVE LOVING RELATIONSHIPS
GET MARRIED
GET GOOD JOBS

It is a very sad life for me, but I got to face that I am very limited in what I can do. This is the truth & is very hard for me to say, but I am tired of being told things then getting in to problems for doing them.

So one other fact is that I am just going to operate like I do & stick with my hobbies, I am sorry I posted things that got me in to problems!

I will say GOOD-BYE to you all, then leave. Thanks for all your replies & advice, I am sorry that my disability is so strange that no one can help. I am sorry for repeating things I said before.