I have no intention of getting back together, and I already have an attorney filing for divorce. He really is a great dad,
I have been doing this job for a quarter century, and working with DV victims closely for much of that time. I have to say that I have heard the above-bolded statement literally a hundred times, and I did not buy it then, and I do not buy it now.
A "great dad" does NOT thump his children's mother. He doesn't. He is an example of GOOD behavior, not a role model for poor behavior. Domestic violence is a learned behavior, this is why child services are big on protecting children from sights, sounds and images of this behavior so that they do not model it. We have found that in homes where DV is allowed to occur, the girls grow up seeking a guy like dear ol' dad, and the boys grow up treating women like dad did. And the cycle goes on.
So, no, he is NOT a "great dad." Oh, there may have been times when he was doing a good job, but the minute he started berating, belittling, controlling, and/or physically assaulting you, he ceased to be a "great dad" and he became something far, far worse.
and I truly believe our issues were strictly marital (escalated by a few drinks he had that night which is not okay, and made the situation worse) He has never once made a questionable action toward those kids.
The last word on the above sentence should be, "...yet."
The last case where I heard these same statements made (IDENTICAL statements) involved a woman, her boyfriend and father of one of her children, some alcohol, a brief, nothing argument, and he ended up smashing her face on the doorstep knocking three front teeth out (shattering them, actually) and when he 6 year old son tried to get to mommy he backhanded the kid and knocked one of HIS teeth out. And before that, this same "great dad" had previously assaulted mom as she held their then 6 month old son and slammed a door into her face AND into their infant causing a goose-egg on the baby's head. Yet, she continued to stay with him. Even NOW, with her boyfriend on the run and wanted with a half million dollar bail felony warrant, she is believed to be hooking up with him in other counties bringing their child to meet with him.
Yet, the above story is not isolated. It is, sadly, quite common. They all think as you do, that the marital problems are isolated and between the adults, and exacerbated by alcohol. That's only part of it. But, when there are children in the relationship or in the home, the children ARE involved. And children will try and GET involved if their parents are fighting. We've seen boys gang up on mom when dad is yelling or attacking her, and we have seen boys and girls trying to protect mom when she's being attacked and getting hurt in the process.
So, please, get some help for yourself and for your kids. Things may be salvageable ... but, until they are, you and your children are at risk because of the blinders you are wearing.
What he did was unacceptable, and it was the end of our marriage. I just would like it modified to where he can watch the kids at their own home on the weekends and maintain normalcy for them while I stay with my parents for a few nights.The only thing I am concerned with is those kids and them still having a dad.
Having "A" dad is hardly worth putting them at risk. Hopefully the court will mandate anger management counseling and supervised visits for a few months before they consider lifting any sanctions. There are so many reasons that having a man with this kind of anger towards you watching your children is bad idea. And, as I mentioned, child services (CPS) will almost certainly be watching to see whether you continue to expose your children to this man's rage.
I truly wish you good luck, but, I beg you to seek counseling/therapy to help you make more informed and less emotional decisions.
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