The person is me, I am not being hit or abused, I think I do need advice from a professional, I just do not know what I should do, I am afraid anything, I do I will be sorry for later. I live in the country, my only close neighbor is my 30 year old son, (I have only one child, no brothers or sisters, to turn to.) I do not want to fight or argue with anyone. My health is really bad. I really don`t want to press charges or anything like that as there are children involved
I will try to give you as much information, and yet keep it brief, so you can better understand my problem. My son has for years, all at once, get mad at me and say mean things to me. In 2005, I had heart failure, he called 911 for me, I remember later, when he had a fit on me, he said he would never call 911 for me again. I would cry for a few days from the things he would say to me, and then forget about it, then it wouldn`t happen again, for several months. His wife left him, and he has a new live-in, that seems to follow lead with him. When they are like that. I can tell them I am sorry, (although I don`t know what I am sorry for). They just get madder and can`t reason with them. I would like to sell my house, be able to move away from them. but we share a well, driveway. I am on very small income. I am afraid he would really get nasty to me, if I sold it. Noone wants to live that close to him and have to share. I feel pretty much trapped here. I can`t move unless I sell the house as I am partially on SSI and mediciad, even though I get some social security and medicare, I don`t get near enough to survive on.
I think they are both very , very stressed, I don`t know that I have reason to feel uneasy living around them, or if I should just not worry about it. Doesn`t seem as if I have a choice. No one is here with me 24\7 to protect me so I have to be very careful. Do you think I should try to seek further advice?
Thank you in advance, for reading this