What is the name of your state (only U.S. law)? Northeast Ohio
Right now, I am thinking, how the hell can I be so dumb and stupid. I am so scared right now, it's not even funny. It's all my fault and I don't blame anyone for my mistakes.
Here is a history:
1st DUI was around in 2000. Did the weekend thing, paid my fines and moved on. I did field test and breathalizer test
2nd DUI was in March 2006. It was pure hell. I did the field test and breathalizer test. Didn't learn my lesson
Two night ago, I got stopped. I did the half of the field test and I was just so nervous and shaking that I gave up and told the officer that I was done after I stubled in one step while doing the line walk test... Got arrested. I refused the breatalizer test.
I know the mistake I made and I know there will be DIRE consequences to pay. I am absolute mental wreck right now. My court date for putting my plea is this week. I have an attorney which is suppose to be good. But they all say that.
I am sitting here, crying my eyes out and don't know what is going to happen. I guess the chances of me going to jail are pretty good if not definite.
I don't drink everyday, I don't have to drink...but now I realize that I have a problem. 3rd DUI. I am so screwed right now, that I don't think I will seriously be able to get through this. I decided to go to AA meetings to help me with this problem. What absolutely breaks me is that I have a great job, which I love, I am a professional, I work hard for everything, yet, I am in a brink of loosing everything right now....
What do you guys think I am looking at? I mean...do lgood awyers really help? Can this be over and can I know what my consequences are when I go to court with my attorney to give a plea?
I am so sorry about this....I truely am. I have a problem and I didn't learn first time nor second time.