eagerton1297
Junior Member
My case is in California. I just moved to Nevada (5 miles from California) but have kept my California residency.
So, here is my story.
As a teenager I had issues with drugs. Turns out I was self-medicating for ADHD. I quit doing drugs at 22, right before I got pregnant with my daughter. I divorced my husband because he did not want to get sober and moved in with my parents. I have no crimminal record at all.
When my daughter was two I had the chance to go into student housing at UC Davis. My mother basically told me I was not capable of caring for my baby. SO, I met a guy and moved in with him. I could not live with my parents anymore- my mom is too controlling. I went into hell.
He was very abusive. Sometimes he reminded me of my mother, the way he talked to me, the name calling and the yelling. One day he spanked my daughter and she told my parents how scared she was (3 years old). So I got a no corporal punishment order for myself and her sometimes-there dad along with anyone else in her life. I told my boyfriend if he hit her again we would leave.
My dad got into an altercation with my boyfriend shortly after. There was some yelling and pushing at my parents' house, and we left. My boyfriend told them they would never see my daughter again. I was horrified and starting to realize what a mistake I had made. I decided in the car I would try to get my student housing back and leave him.
The police showed up for a "welfare check" the same night. CPS called the next day. I started making dinner for the cops along with my boyfriend and daughter on a regular basis. My ex moved in with my parents to try to get custody. The maintained my boyfriend was physically abusing my daughter on a regular basis, leaving bruises. They took pictures.
The truth was my boyfriend had decided he LOVED my daughter and proceeded to treat her like a princess. Trips, toys, anything she wanted. However, I was not so lucky. He degraded me in front of everyone, screamed at me, and did his best to take away my self-esteem. My daughter was very active, and with the CPS issue her daycare was logging every single trip, fall, bug bite, or verbal disagreement she had at preschool. Due to the custody issue I could not leave and spent most days wishing I was dead.
My ex went off the drug-free wagon and suddenly he was not a good ally for my parents. They started being nice again, and wanted to help me. So, I left my boyfriend one night for two weeks. My parents and I went back into our old roles, and suddenly verbal and emotional abuse did not seem so bad. I went back. My mom beat the heck out of me when I told her I was going, and I never reported it.
I finally left for good a year later, back with my parents. They promised to help me get a house and be on my feet. I got a good job, and bought a house. The problem was I had to leave the rural area we had moved to quite early in the morning to make it to work. So, my daughter started staying over at my parents' during the week. My mom said the early wake up would be too hard on a 7 year old. We were in family counseling at the time and the counselor agreed so I went along with it. I later realized the therapist was biased in my mom's favor due to seeing her first before the family therapy.
I had no one to talk to and I got lost for a bit. I started drinking and catting around, but kept it quiet. I had horrible anxiety and insomnia. I felt so guilty over my ex husband and boyfriend and what my child had seen. I started to wonder if maybe my mom was right and he was hitting her when I was in the shower or outside and I was just too blind to see it because I was in denial. I hated myself and became inwardly suicidal.
I lost my job, then my house. I almost killed myself drunk on my private road one night, so I quit drinking. I still do not drink. I have no arrest record or CPS report from this time.
I could not move back with my parents. I was finally to a point that I did not want to die and I knew if I went back I would get that way again. I got offered a job at a ski resort in Tahoe, and took it. My mom refused to let me take my daughter, hit me with the past, my mistakes, and about my poor judgement.
I moved to tahoe with a friend (male, not someone I was dating at the time) so I would not have to be alone. He lost his job, and moved away. I got a good job, then laid off, then knee surgery, then temporary work, and now my current job. I got my job by starting out as a volunteer. I have been lucky in this economy to find any job at all. (It took almost 5 years).
I have health insurance and am under treatment for my ADHD. My work is aware of my disability and has been wonderful at working with me. In November I will be in the job 1 year. It has been a long time since I had a job that long except for school. I go and see my daughter twice a month and talk on the phone everyday.
When she was younger she told me she wanted to stay there because she was happy and they needed her. I have started to bring her up here one weekend a month, and she loves it here. I live in a secure community and all the kids ride their bikes around the mobile home park and go from one house to the next. Parents work together to watch the kids. We are less than a half mile from tha police department so we do not have a lot of crime (plus the background checks to rent here). She is almost 13, and wants to move up here with me.
My mom refuses to allow it, she does not feel I am capable of taking care of my child. I did sign a guardianship paper that was notarized 2 years ago but it was never filed in court. She threatened to sue me for back child support (there is no order), and uses the same threat now even though I know better. My signature is on all school paperwork, and on her health insurance forms. They do pay th Healthy Families copay ($5) out of their bank account, but won't let me take this over because I might "screw it up".
My fear has been that if I just go and get her they will use the paper I signed to get her right back, and that there would be a terrible battle that would cost me my job in the end since I have ties with CPS, the police, and the courts in this community. I wanted to get a year in my job before I did anything.
Well, tonight my mom called me and told me two things- my daughter fainted and they think she might have epilepsy like her dad, and that my father got his driver's license taken away today for health reasons. My mom is on Oxycodone for a broken arm and slipped disks in her back so she cannot drive. I immediately suggested I get a bus pass for my daughter (meaning I will pay for it). She did not see the point since he would have to drive her to the bus station anyway! The bus station is in their HOA community, the school two miles down a windy road. I insisted on the bus pass because his license suspension was for medical reasons, and she reminded me of the time I wrecked my car drunk driving. She basically compared these as a reason why I had no right objecting to him driving my daughter. I didn't have the child in the car when I was driving, and that was six years ago.
I don't know what to do. I work nonprofit so I'm not rich. I can't move down there because I would not have work and that would put my parents fully in control of my life again. I don't believe that this is a safe situation for my child anymore. She wants to leave. They lean on her for daily house tasks and she feels like a maid, and they try to make it up to her by buying her expensive electronics. On top of that my mom just got control of her sister's estate and my very sick aunt is loaded with cash. I cannot win a money battle. I was hoping that maybe my mom would see that I can care for my child and let her be with me, that's not going to happen. She will never believe I am capable no matter what I do. She wants to eventually adopt my child (child told me).
So, I obsess about my work constantly because I help women who were in similar situations to mine not have to fight this battle. If I had known I had options I would have taken the child and run as far and as fast as I could and never looked back. And, I have a copy of my child's birth certificate and social security card, so this is still an option if I thought I could do it without getting chased by the FBI. I tried contacting my daughter's father for help, but he will not return my messages.
Anyone have any ideas???
So, here is my story.
As a teenager I had issues with drugs. Turns out I was self-medicating for ADHD. I quit doing drugs at 22, right before I got pregnant with my daughter. I divorced my husband because he did not want to get sober and moved in with my parents. I have no crimminal record at all.
When my daughter was two I had the chance to go into student housing at UC Davis. My mother basically told me I was not capable of caring for my baby. SO, I met a guy and moved in with him. I could not live with my parents anymore- my mom is too controlling. I went into hell.
He was very abusive. Sometimes he reminded me of my mother, the way he talked to me, the name calling and the yelling. One day he spanked my daughter and she told my parents how scared she was (3 years old). So I got a no corporal punishment order for myself and her sometimes-there dad along with anyone else in her life. I told my boyfriend if he hit her again we would leave.
My dad got into an altercation with my boyfriend shortly after. There was some yelling and pushing at my parents' house, and we left. My boyfriend told them they would never see my daughter again. I was horrified and starting to realize what a mistake I had made. I decided in the car I would try to get my student housing back and leave him.
The police showed up for a "welfare check" the same night. CPS called the next day. I started making dinner for the cops along with my boyfriend and daughter on a regular basis. My ex moved in with my parents to try to get custody. The maintained my boyfriend was physically abusing my daughter on a regular basis, leaving bruises. They took pictures.
The truth was my boyfriend had decided he LOVED my daughter and proceeded to treat her like a princess. Trips, toys, anything she wanted. However, I was not so lucky. He degraded me in front of everyone, screamed at me, and did his best to take away my self-esteem. My daughter was very active, and with the CPS issue her daycare was logging every single trip, fall, bug bite, or verbal disagreement she had at preschool. Due to the custody issue I could not leave and spent most days wishing I was dead.
My ex went off the drug-free wagon and suddenly he was not a good ally for my parents. They started being nice again, and wanted to help me. So, I left my boyfriend one night for two weeks. My parents and I went back into our old roles, and suddenly verbal and emotional abuse did not seem so bad. I went back. My mom beat the heck out of me when I told her I was going, and I never reported it.
I finally left for good a year later, back with my parents. They promised to help me get a house and be on my feet. I got a good job, and bought a house. The problem was I had to leave the rural area we had moved to quite early in the morning to make it to work. So, my daughter started staying over at my parents' during the week. My mom said the early wake up would be too hard on a 7 year old. We were in family counseling at the time and the counselor agreed so I went along with it. I later realized the therapist was biased in my mom's favor due to seeing her first before the family therapy.
I had no one to talk to and I got lost for a bit. I started drinking and catting around, but kept it quiet. I had horrible anxiety and insomnia. I felt so guilty over my ex husband and boyfriend and what my child had seen. I started to wonder if maybe my mom was right and he was hitting her when I was in the shower or outside and I was just too blind to see it because I was in denial. I hated myself and became inwardly suicidal.
I lost my job, then my house. I almost killed myself drunk on my private road one night, so I quit drinking. I still do not drink. I have no arrest record or CPS report from this time.
I could not move back with my parents. I was finally to a point that I did not want to die and I knew if I went back I would get that way again. I got offered a job at a ski resort in Tahoe, and took it. My mom refused to let me take my daughter, hit me with the past, my mistakes, and about my poor judgement.
I moved to tahoe with a friend (male, not someone I was dating at the time) so I would not have to be alone. He lost his job, and moved away. I got a good job, then laid off, then knee surgery, then temporary work, and now my current job. I got my job by starting out as a volunteer. I have been lucky in this economy to find any job at all. (It took almost 5 years).
I have health insurance and am under treatment for my ADHD. My work is aware of my disability and has been wonderful at working with me. In November I will be in the job 1 year. It has been a long time since I had a job that long except for school. I go and see my daughter twice a month and talk on the phone everyday.
When she was younger she told me she wanted to stay there because she was happy and they needed her. I have started to bring her up here one weekend a month, and she loves it here. I live in a secure community and all the kids ride their bikes around the mobile home park and go from one house to the next. Parents work together to watch the kids. We are less than a half mile from tha police department so we do not have a lot of crime (plus the background checks to rent here). She is almost 13, and wants to move up here with me.
My mom refuses to allow it, she does not feel I am capable of taking care of my child. I did sign a guardianship paper that was notarized 2 years ago but it was never filed in court. She threatened to sue me for back child support (there is no order), and uses the same threat now even though I know better. My signature is on all school paperwork, and on her health insurance forms. They do pay th Healthy Families copay ($5) out of their bank account, but won't let me take this over because I might "screw it up".
My fear has been that if I just go and get her they will use the paper I signed to get her right back, and that there would be a terrible battle that would cost me my job in the end since I have ties with CPS, the police, and the courts in this community. I wanted to get a year in my job before I did anything.
Well, tonight my mom called me and told me two things- my daughter fainted and they think she might have epilepsy like her dad, and that my father got his driver's license taken away today for health reasons. My mom is on Oxycodone for a broken arm and slipped disks in her back so she cannot drive. I immediately suggested I get a bus pass for my daughter (meaning I will pay for it). She did not see the point since he would have to drive her to the bus station anyway! The bus station is in their HOA community, the school two miles down a windy road. I insisted on the bus pass because his license suspension was for medical reasons, and she reminded me of the time I wrecked my car drunk driving. She basically compared these as a reason why I had no right objecting to him driving my daughter. I didn't have the child in the car when I was driving, and that was six years ago.
I don't know what to do. I work nonprofit so I'm not rich. I can't move down there because I would not have work and that would put my parents fully in control of my life again. I don't believe that this is a safe situation for my child anymore. She wants to leave. They lean on her for daily house tasks and she feels like a maid, and they try to make it up to her by buying her expensive electronics. On top of that my mom just got control of her sister's estate and my very sick aunt is loaded with cash. I cannot win a money battle. I was hoping that maybe my mom would see that I can care for my child and let her be with me, that's not going to happen. She will never believe I am capable no matter what I do. She wants to eventually adopt my child (child told me).
So, I obsess about my work constantly because I help women who were in similar situations to mine not have to fight this battle. If I had known I had options I would have taken the child and run as far and as fast as I could and never looked back. And, I have a copy of my child's birth certificate and social security card, so this is still an option if I thought I could do it without getting chased by the FBI. I tried contacting my daughter's father for help, but he will not return my messages.
Anyone have any ideas???