tucker1970
Junior Member
What is the name of your state?Alabama. In 1999 I was employed as a deputy.In the fall of the year I answered a domestic violence call. The perp had attacked his family with a knife and fled into a wooded area behind the house. I arrived and was met by his sister. An ambulance was on the way and I tried to make contact with the assailant. I found him, he attacked me with a stick causing injuries to my arm which required surgery. I had no back up. Hewas 6'4 320pounds I stand 5'10 at 215 pounds. He "unknown to me" was on several medications and could not be controlled with mace. After several blows to my head and body from the stick I shot him. He was dead at the scene. I was placed on paid leave until Dec 99 or Jan 2000. During that time I started drinking heavily. I asked my department for help, counseling but rec. none. I returned to patrol in Feb 2000, I felt alone and vulnerable. The injuries I rec. during the altercation led to surgery in Feb or March. I wanted to get well as soon as possible and made the mistake of taking anabolic steroids. The steroids made me feel invinceable I was back on patrol and doing a good job. But I developed a mental dependancy on the steroids. This led to me and a friend going to mexico to obtain steroids. I was caught and pled guilty to poss. of anabolic steroids. Now I am self employed and have sought council to deal with the shooting. The doctor says she thinks I was suffering from post dramatic stress syndrome. She feels the sheriffs dept dropped the ball and was neglegent in the fact they offered no help after the critical incident. Who knows, if I had been given help when I asked, maybe I wouldn't be on probation now. My question is "can any thing be done now"? Was the department neglegent was this some kind of "failure to train"? I had always been a good cop, I never had been in any trouble untill then.