Help
I just recently went AWOL from Schofield in Hawaii. I was having suicidal thoughts and I wasnt recieving the help that I was needing. They sent me to the psyciatrist on post and they told me that I would just have to deal with it. At first one of the sgt's told me that they would discharge me for that. when they told me that I was extremly happy. I would get another chance at a life that did make me happy. Then all of the sudden they just stopped talking about it and no paper work was filed. I tried to stick it out and all it did was just get worse. The suicidal thoughts were comming every day. I was extremly depressed and I wouldnt eat for days and all I would do on my off time was sit in my room and sleep. I hate being in the military and I dont want to go back unless they will chapter me out or discharge me right away because I am afraid that if they keep me then I will eventually hurt or kill myself. I wasa wondering if anybody had any advice for me? I also know that if I go back that I will be treated much worse than I was being treated before, and that will definatly not help my situation. Please some one tell me what to do?