Back in 1995 I joined the Army. I did so b/c I wanted a better life. I was a newly wed and lived in a town that had nothing going on other than one gas station. I went through basic....it was rough. Not b/c the training, etc...I passed everything the first time. What was bad was my drill sergeant was sexually harassing me. After weeks of this going on, I finally had enough and went to Chaplin. It was investigated and a couple other girls came forward. It was found he actually raped a female soldier which she reported to her direct sergeant but nothing came out of it.
You can imaging the retaliation I received from other sergeants and privates who were in basic with me. Since I was the only female who reported this in my company, I was alone. I had to watch my back. I went from being the top female to the bottom in a matter of days. It was a miracle I wasn't beat up as I was often surrounded in the bathrooms by a few girls who now hated me for "ruining this drill sergeant's life". My other drill sergeant protected me by giving me KP duty for the last 3 weeks of training. (basic was longer due to holidays; From Oct95 to Mid Jan96)
During this time I called home and my husband whom I was in love with and needed... was never home. He didn't write. Nothing. It's like he disappeared. He didn't show up for my graduation and he was supposed to take me to AIT. When I waited on to the next day after graduation, I decided to get a bus ticket home and find him. I didn't have to be to my next duty for 4 days.
When I got home...I found him and he was no longer the person I knew. I wondered why before I left for basic he was always in the bathroom "talking" to girls or sometimes guys....or we would go to his friends house and I was told to stay in the car while he went inside. The man I thought I knew was actually a monster and I found out the hard way. I have never even been around alcohol before this; therefore I didn't see the "signs".
As he beat me over and over I was accused of messing around on him, of being a nark and working for the government. He never let me out of his sight; not even to go to the bathroom. I was black and blue and unrecognizable most of the time. A couple of days had passed and I ended up nearly dead in a hospital. I called my recruiter and told them everything. They actually came to see me in the hospital and he cried. He was furious and couldn't stay to see me like that. His partner took him by the arm and forced him out of my room....I never saw them again. They did, however hand me a card and told me to call the number on it once I was on my feet. This took months as the doctor wanted to amputate part of my legs and feet. But I didn't let the doctor do this and I actually made a full recovery on my own. (I was brutally beat in middle of nowhere and someone found me next day covered in blood on a night it was sleeting. I was hypothermic and had severe frost bite on my feet and hands)
I called that number on the card the recruiter handed me when I was able to walk again.... thinking I was going back to my destination. Problem was, they put me on a bus to Ft. Sill, OK. I was discharged 3 months later with OTH. I didn't want it but everyone around me said it was the best thing to do.
Fast forward 20 years later and I have a beautiful family, went to college; have 2 Master's degree, etc... My discharge has never came up and I actually forgot about it. I am passionate about teaching. I have the opportunity to get licensed and my dream of teaching is within my reach. As I am filling out my papers, I see that I have to pass FBI background check. Will my OTH stop me from becoming a teacher?
I have never even had a speeding ticket or anything. I have a clean record and other than that big mistake I made 20 yrs ago, I have nothing to worry about.
Can anyone give me some advice or have any knowledge in this area?
Honestly, my biggest regret is I cared too much for a man who was messed up on Meth....I should have went on with my life in the military. Sorry this is so long, and thank you for your help.
You can imaging the retaliation I received from other sergeants and privates who were in basic with me. Since I was the only female who reported this in my company, I was alone. I had to watch my back. I went from being the top female to the bottom in a matter of days. It was a miracle I wasn't beat up as I was often surrounded in the bathrooms by a few girls who now hated me for "ruining this drill sergeant's life". My other drill sergeant protected me by giving me KP duty for the last 3 weeks of training. (basic was longer due to holidays; From Oct95 to Mid Jan96)
During this time I called home and my husband whom I was in love with and needed... was never home. He didn't write. Nothing. It's like he disappeared. He didn't show up for my graduation and he was supposed to take me to AIT. When I waited on to the next day after graduation, I decided to get a bus ticket home and find him. I didn't have to be to my next duty for 4 days.
When I got home...I found him and he was no longer the person I knew. I wondered why before I left for basic he was always in the bathroom "talking" to girls or sometimes guys....or we would go to his friends house and I was told to stay in the car while he went inside. The man I thought I knew was actually a monster and I found out the hard way. I have never even been around alcohol before this; therefore I didn't see the "signs".
As he beat me over and over I was accused of messing around on him, of being a nark and working for the government. He never let me out of his sight; not even to go to the bathroom. I was black and blue and unrecognizable most of the time. A couple of days had passed and I ended up nearly dead in a hospital. I called my recruiter and told them everything. They actually came to see me in the hospital and he cried. He was furious and couldn't stay to see me like that. His partner took him by the arm and forced him out of my room....I never saw them again. They did, however hand me a card and told me to call the number on it once I was on my feet. This took months as the doctor wanted to amputate part of my legs and feet. But I didn't let the doctor do this and I actually made a full recovery on my own. (I was brutally beat in middle of nowhere and someone found me next day covered in blood on a night it was sleeting. I was hypothermic and had severe frost bite on my feet and hands)
I called that number on the card the recruiter handed me when I was able to walk again.... thinking I was going back to my destination. Problem was, they put me on a bus to Ft. Sill, OK. I was discharged 3 months later with OTH. I didn't want it but everyone around me said it was the best thing to do.
Fast forward 20 years later and I have a beautiful family, went to college; have 2 Master's degree, etc... My discharge has never came up and I actually forgot about it. I am passionate about teaching. I have the opportunity to get licensed and my dream of teaching is within my reach. As I am filling out my papers, I see that I have to pass FBI background check. Will my OTH stop me from becoming a teacher?
I have never even had a speeding ticket or anything. I have a clean record and other than that big mistake I made 20 yrs ago, I have nothing to worry about.
Can anyone give me some advice or have any knowledge in this area?
Honestly, my biggest regret is I cared too much for a man who was messed up on Meth....I should have went on with my life in the military. Sorry this is so long, and thank you for your help.