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ROBBIE
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What is the name of your state? MD
November 7th, 2002 will be 1 year I been away from her, I do miss her & I do not know if anyone can make it better or not. Dad says I did it out side of God & wrong by God. He seems not to be on my feelings & I would seek help, but he goes with me when I do things. I want to help her change & dad says that I cannot be married & she & I live apart. It seems like I am forced to lose her. I know she made mistakes & I did too, but I can never go back. Because if I did I will lose everything, I feel like e-mailing someone who helps her or do something. But I cannot do anything to find out, the lawyers say she has been in & out of nursing homes & hospitals. Dad says she [& all women] are out to use me & take my money then leave, so I do not know. Of course I had stress when I was with her, but I do not know if it was God telling me it will not work, or stress because of my family. My family will divorce me if I do go back with her, in a way I want the courts to try us married for a while but this is just dreaming. But things that happen to me on earth are do to my strange disability, such as life for me :-(. I wish that she & I can live apart like some people do, & just visit. But there is so many people agents us. The bible says if God is for us who is agents us? But dad tells me I misunderstand God & what goes on in Church. My wife [Natika] knows that this separation is forced, she even sent a letter to the judge, also dad is guardian over my stuff. So if I go back I cannot take my stuff with me, I would give you both his telephone #. But all it will do is;
1 = Get me in trouble.
2 = Dad will still not allow it.
So it is in Gods hands, but it seems like it is in mans hands. I could sneak & try to invite her to the Church or the house, but dad will find out then I will really get in trouble. I want to e-mail my lawyer, but he cost money even if I did e-mail him. Why do some things seem like a battle between families? Why must I suffer for something I was born with in life on earth?
Love; Bob
GOD LOVE YOU & SO DO I!
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November 7th, 2002 will be 1 year I been away from her, I do miss her & I do not know if anyone can make it better or not. Dad says I did it out side of God & wrong by God. He seems not to be on my feelings & I would seek help, but he goes with me when I do things. I want to help her change & dad says that I cannot be married & she & I live apart. It seems like I am forced to lose her. I know she made mistakes & I did too, but I can never go back. Because if I did I will lose everything, I feel like e-mailing someone who helps her or do something. But I cannot do anything to find out, the lawyers say she has been in & out of nursing homes & hospitals. Dad says she [& all women] are out to use me & take my money then leave, so I do not know. Of course I had stress when I was with her, but I do not know if it was God telling me it will not work, or stress because of my family. My family will divorce me if I do go back with her, in a way I want the courts to try us married for a while but this is just dreaming. But things that happen to me on earth are do to my strange disability, such as life for me :-(. I wish that she & I can live apart like some people do, & just visit. But there is so many people agents us. The bible says if God is for us who is agents us? But dad tells me I misunderstand God & what goes on in Church. My wife [Natika] knows that this separation is forced, she even sent a letter to the judge, also dad is guardian over my stuff. So if I go back I cannot take my stuff with me, I would give you both his telephone #. But all it will do is;
1 = Get me in trouble.
2 = Dad will still not allow it.
So it is in Gods hands, but it seems like it is in mans hands. I could sneak & try to invite her to the Church or the house, but dad will find out then I will really get in trouble. I want to e-mail my lawyer, but he cost money even if I did e-mail him. Why do some things seem like a battle between families? Why must I suffer for something I was born with in life on earth?
Love; Bob
GOD LOVE YOU & SO DO I!
http://groups.msn.com/SUNNYVALEPLASTICVALE/homepage