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HeidiRex
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When I was 11 my step father Molested me. I told my Mother and she never did anything about it. I feel though what she has done was all my life she blammed it on me by Mental, and Physically abusing me. That made me believe it was my fault. So therefor I felt like the guilty one and wanted to be a normal little girl so I did'nt want to tell anyone. I thought It was my fault and people would laugh at me. Instead of getting rid of him, I feel that was the way she got rid of me by abusing me. Now that it is 14 years later, and I'm 24 it really has gotten to me. I have had to go on medication for depression cause it was kept inside me for so long. I am currently married and have 3 little boys. I want to do what is right for my family and make myself a better person and Mother. I know I would never do what this man did but it leaves anger inside of me, and it makes me take it out on my husband and children sometimes. I feel that what this man has done it has made my Mother Literally sick and crazy. I feel that it is time to get this out and maybe this Monster can be put away, and my Mother and I can be cured from the pain. My next thing is, what do I do? Can this be a legal case since it has been so long? I am in the State of Oregon, and it happened in the state of Georgia. The Molester also lives in Georgia currently. Thank you, Heidi