You're 17. "You" can not figure this out. Get help from your parent(s). And likely you will not have a license for a long time...As you should not. You were going 25 over as a new driver. You could have KILLED someone...A Family. Mom, Dad and small children. Just because you "needed" to put the pedal to the metal.
You are not ready to have a license. Wait till you are.
And honestly...If your license was so flipping important to you? You would NOT have driven recklessly.
Learn from this and do better in the future...You really do seem to be a decent kid who made a bad error in judgment.
Best of luck to you..
Blue.
P.S.
I would advise my own children in the same manner if they were in your situation.