exhibition of acceleration

[introuble]

What is the name of your state? PA

I've posted about this before. got a ticket for it, court case tomorrow.

i'm a senior in high school

i was so ready for this, but 4 days ago my friend got in the car drunk. he hit a pole and killed my friend and i hate him.

but listen, i do not know what to do. i'm going to court tomorrow, but i cant stop myself from crying. i've been crying spontaneously and the entire exhibition thing seems irrelevant and i just want the judge to know how much i'm suffering and the pain is indescribale.
I CAN NOT EXPRESS THIS PAIN AND THIS EMOTION. I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN COURT, I THINK THE CHARGE IS SO ABSURD BUT I CANT FIGHT IT BECAUSE I'M IN TERRIBLE GRIEF AND ANYTHING RELATED TO THE CAR AND THAT KIND OF STUFF MAKES ME CRY AND CRY. I'M REDUCED TO A LITTLE BOY, I SAW THE SCENE OF HER DEATH AND I BROKE APART.

Please, how do i handle myself in court?
should i tell the judge what i'm going through?

 

[Ohiogal]

Sorry no one responded to you but what happened in court?

 

[introuble]

a cop came up to me before hand and started telling me "i dont know if you watch the news, but 3 days ago i attended the scene of a terrible..." and i was crying and crying and he understoond 1% of my pain i suppose and told the judge to let me off "he has suffered enough" it was reduced to something "unsafe speed at conditions" or something

to be honest, i cant remember it, it was 10am

i had to bury my 16yo friend today. it was the worst day of my life. the worst

i can not tell you the pain i felt, the pain my friends went through. HER FATHER.

i was crazy ****ing driver and i ****ing burned out and my friends were crazy and my friend steve he drank too much, yes, but he drove like we did and it ended my friend's life

i can not tell you, everyone, this pain
do not learn for yourselves, learn from me
one friend gone. another's life ruined-jail forever pain forever
100 friend's lives torn apart. my life torn apart by an instant

a show-off a mistake---couldve happened to anyone, i couldve been in jail the rest of my life instead of my friend

 

[DRTDEVL]

i was crazy ...driver and i ...burned out and my friends were crazy and my friend steve he drank too much, yes, but he drove like we did and it ended my friend's life

i can not tell you, everyone, this pain
do not learn for yourselves, learn from me
one friend gone. another's life ruined-jail forever pain forever
100 friend's lives torn apart. my life torn apart by an instant

a show-off a mistake---couldve happened to anyone, i couldve been in jail the rest of my life instead of my friend

This deserves to be quoted for all to see...

 

[Ohiogal]

a cop came up to me before hand and started telling me "i dont know if you watch the news, but 3 days ago i attended the scene of a terrible..." and i was crying and crying and he understoond 1% of my pain i suppose and told the judge to let me off "he has suffered enough" it was reduced to something "unsafe speed at conditions" or something

to be honest, i cant remember it, it was 10am

i had to bury my 16yo friend today. it was the worst day of my life. the worst

i can not tell you the pain i felt, the pain my friends went through. HER FATHER.

i was crazy ****ing driver and i ****ing burned out and my friends were crazy and my friend steve he drank too much, yes, but he drove like we did and it ended my friend's life

i can not tell you, everyone, this pain
do not learn for yourselves, learn from me
one friend gone. another's life ruined-jail forever pain forever
100 friend's lives torn apart. my life torn apart by an instant

a show-off a mistake---couldve happened to anyone, i couldve been in jail the rest of my life instead of my friend

Do yourself a favor. Get involved with SADD (Students Against Drunk Driving). Talk to others about what happened and maybe you can help it not happen to others.