I'm very glad to hear you have a strict PO!!!! Thank him/her for me, then thank him/her for yourself, as well.
I have a brother who is currently in prison due to his 4th DUI (and some other weighty crimes). He's lost his home, his job, his car, his wife, and his child. The loss of the child is permanent, and I adopted that child.
What he has done has caused a tremendous amount of pain to our family, and my poor mother has aged considerably in the past couple years as she worried who he was going to end up killing with his next DUI. My family is hurt and has changed in a way that can never be mended.
It's great to hear that you've paid off your fines already! Your attitude seems MUCH improved, as well. Please continue to be compliant, and soak in every lesson that you are being taught. Hang on to these lessons, and dont make this mistake again.
And so you know, the mean direct lady from NC had a little happy tear in her eye after your update. Way to man up! and for what it's worth, I'm proud of you!