Norman, or whoever you are: you have to understand what happened and how the system works before you can address the underlying problem(s) that lead to your current situation.
You do not effectively express yourself, and you perhaps should not publicly express yourself on this subject.
There is a reason why your fundraiser has raised $0.
Continuing as you are will only make your situation worse: anything you post publicly online can be used against you, and yet your barely coherent ramblings are also unlikely to generate any useful responses.
For all any of us know, CPS could have made the right decision. How many of the 6 children are yours?