I received a sign-in bonus from the National Guard and was honorably discharged in 2017. The VA rated me as 100% total and permanently disabled for PTSD and other combat injuries. I was also medically retired from my civilian position with Army DOD for PTSD and receive SSDI for PTSD. The National Guard would not initiate an MEB. l have to pay-back my sign-in bonus if not medically retired. I can't afford an attorney. My State Senator was not helpful.