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thanks again for your reply...the reason i cannot return to my current employer or any employer at this time is due to severe panic attacks, uncontrollable shaking (all the time), severe depression (uncontrollable crying almost all day/night, depressive thoughts, anger outburts when in public), dizziness (which i also recently went to a neurologist and completed a eeg and was found to have epelipetic? seizures) which are causing a great deal of the dizziness and lightheadedness...in the past year, my attendance at my employer suffered greatly, as had my performance due to the depression and panic/anxiety attacks. as well, i received notice today from my benefits dept that if i do not make the ltd payment (which i elected as extra coverage, should i become disabled) within three weeks, my ltd will be terminated. but, i have absolutely no income and am not able to remit payment!! the std/ltd benefit would or should have been paying me for over the past eight months, and keep delaying this determination process. one reason they denied in the beginning is due to i am able to write a neat, organized, sophisticated appeal letter, which they came to the conclusion that i am not disabled, regardless of my MD, RNP mental health nurse, consultative examiner for ssdi... my std/ltd never once requested an IME, which they should have, and would have found the illness months ago. i feel they are just stalling in order to get my beenfits canceled and or terminated employment so they dont have to pay benefits..maybe im wrong, but it surely seems this way anymore. thanks for any advice/suggestions...i have tried to contact several employment, ERISA, std/ltd and ss attornies. all say too costly to litigate, with the exception of ssdi attorney. they will take my case if ssdi denies me. what i am concerned with is the std/ltd benefits, which they would owe me aprox. 15,000.00 in back benefit pay.. my spd states if i cannot work at my employer, or any occ within my employer, i am considered disabled. UP is stating i should have found employment outside of my employer, and thus the reason for denial. this is not what the spd states. thanks again......