In any future posts, please make an effort to use something that resembles proper capitalization and punctuation. Doing so will make it easier for others to read and understand what you write.
I think you're telling us that your child's father recently died. You wrote, "I'm on child support," but it's not clear whether that means you are having your pay garnished to pay child support or whether you were receiving child support.
Please clarify what's happening and what your question is.