I remember when my little ones went for the few first times. I cried the whole weekend. It was very hard on me more so than them. This went on for a while and then I started to actually enjoy it. I cooked meals and froze them did all the cleaning ect to then when they got home and the next week I could spend extra quality time with them and just pop dinner in the oven get out the paper plates then cuddle on the couch or play games or what ever. Use the time to do something for yourself to but if you do things for your little one it will make you feel better. Also it will pass the time bye. If you need to talk my e mail is
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