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I have been diagnosed with a rare form of meningitis, called Mollaret's. It's aseptic, benign and recurring. I have been hospitalized approx. 16 times in 23 years . I have had many, too many, lumbar punctures, as that is the only way to see that it is active, other than taking my word and looking at my well-documented records. I've moved a lot and since it comes on within 24 hours, I end up with various Dr.'s in various E.R.'s who treat me as a guinea pig since so little is known and I do not have usual symptoms, such as temperature, extreme rigidity, etc. This Dr. had me do things that no other Dr. has ever asked me to do during the LP. He kept hitting a nerve and causing my leg to jump and causing great pain to me, and even though I begged him to stop, he told me to hold still and kept inserting the needle until he was "in". Then, because my fluid was "flowing slow", he said, he kept asking me to sit up a little more, and more, to make it flow faster. This was done with me sitting on the edge of a guerney, facing the wall, with no proper pillow or table to bend over so as to correctly expose my vertabrae. I had nothing to hold on to but the wall and as I attempted to balance , it pushed me backwards. And to top it off, just as he began his attempts to insert the needle, the nurse showed up with i.v. pain med and the Dr. told them to start the i.v. while he was tapping me! So, I was in excruciating pain balancing with one hand on the wall, trying to stay bent over and not move with one arm outstretched having an i.v. started. HE WOULDN'T STOP EVEN THOUGH I WAS CRYING AND BEGGING HIM, PLEASE!! He said, verbatim, "now you won't know which one of us to hate!" And NEVER have I been asked to move while a tap was in progress, let alone be told to "sit up!", "sit up! Amazingly, the tap was normal! So he sent me away. But, it was simply onset symptoms I was feeling, because two weeks later, the headache and rigidity came on even stronger and I went back to the same ER , different Dr., who admitted me, then tapped me, without trouble or pain, and this time, my whiteblood cell count was sky high! I was diagnosed once again, with Meningitis. To add to his incompetence, I returned to the ER approx. 2 weeks after I was released (after a 10 day stay), because there was so much pain and inflammation around the puncture site that I couldn't sit, stand, walk, anything! And guess who my Dr. was?...I told him what was happening, and he sent me home with a diagnosis of Munchhausen's! Even though I told him I had just been released, he didn't look to confirm it and because the tap he gave me was negative, he assumed I was drug seeking!! Which is ludicrous since I asked him only for a shot of Toridol. I have the ER report from all my visits showing everything except, of course, the pain and suffering he put me through with that tap and the difficulty I suffer more and more as time goes on...I will post info, about the other subject later..thank you for your response.