In a couple of days I will hit the 6 month mark. I have been getting a lot of calls from California.. different numbers from the Navy and Marine Corps, even my recruiter and fellow Marines that I am close with. It is definitely time to go back. I have been stalling for wayy too long now. I have looked and looked through these forums to find anything on the USMC and how it handles UA's/Deserters... it's too bad that little is known or said.
All of you in other branches... you are all lucky that you all have people to talk to and places to call. I can't call the G.I. Right Hotline because.. they know nothing about the Marine Corps.
I am nervous as hell and somewhat scared about what is going to happen.. I came to an realization today thanks to a voice mail a fellow Marine/close friend left me as he was boarding the plan to Iraq.. "It's ok.. I'll take your spot... don't worry... "
He was disappointed and serious.. now I don't know... I feel terrible and disappointed in myself.
In the next 2 weeks I will be preparing myself to go back.. I will get everything in order, plane ticket.. money.. necessities.. stuff like that.
I was at SOI when I left.. I wasn't in the fleet just yet..
What should I do once I get to Pendleton?
Tell the MP's at the gate.. or do I just go back to the receiving barracks/office of SOI...
I have been wanting to retain and just take whatever is thrown at me with dignity.. but.. can one really go forward and move on with such a thing floating over their head? I want to admit what I did was wrong.. I want to face my consequences like a man... but will that be enough?
All of you in other branches... you are all lucky that you all have people to talk to and places to call. I can't call the G.I. Right Hotline because.. they know nothing about the Marine Corps.
I am nervous as hell and somewhat scared about what is going to happen.. I came to an realization today thanks to a voice mail a fellow Marine/close friend left me as he was boarding the plan to Iraq.. "It's ok.. I'll take your spot... don't worry... "
He was disappointed and serious.. now I don't know... I feel terrible and disappointed in myself.
In the next 2 weeks I will be preparing myself to go back.. I will get everything in order, plane ticket.. money.. necessities.. stuff like that.
I was at SOI when I left.. I wasn't in the fleet just yet..
What should I do once I get to Pendleton?
Tell the MP's at the gate.. or do I just go back to the receiving barracks/office of SOI...
I have been wanting to retain and just take whatever is thrown at me with dignity.. but.. can one really go forward and move on with such a thing floating over their head? I want to admit what I did was wrong.. I want to face my consequences like a man... but will that be enough?