diamond123
Member
What is the name of your state?MO....but, this happened in IL
I will try to make this as short as possible.
I was admitted into a hospital in IL ..( I live in MO)...so, I didn't have any family with me.
I have been on disability aproximately 8 years for severe depression, anixiety, panick attacks, etc. I have always had a history of Migraines since my mid 20's. I am not 43 and the last year has been more horrible than I can explain with ongoing Migraines. Several DR's..Emergency Room visits..on & on...I am finially SO EXCITED when I finially get admitted to a well know hospital that specilizes in Migraine treatments. Every test has been ruled out of anything serious. My specialist in MO says it is some allergy..but, MOSTLY STRESS related migraines.
Anyway, back to the hospital visit. I told my admitting Dr there how scared I am of medications because I have had so many bad reactions to medications. My body just can't tolerate medicine very good. She tell's me not to worry I am in good hands. I told her I did NOT want Depakote...I had heard too many bad things and I was extremely scared of that medication. I also reminded her what was in my medical records that I had been hospitalized for 4 days from taking Neurontin.
I was told I would be treated with DHE IV treatments to brake the migraine cycle. Also, biofeedback, phsycologist, etc..to help with my stress migrains.
The first day there I received my first DHE IV treatment and a shot ...from then on I was in La La land most of the time. I can hardly remember anything. I remember that night a nurse waking me up holding a cup of pills...I said that looks like too many pills to take at one time...she said the dr ordered them....well, under whatever shots I was on...I remember slowly taking them I was so weak it I think it took forever. From then on I can remember IV pushes and my arm would whelp and burn and cramp so bad I would have to sqeeze the bed to take the pain. I kept telling them something was wrong. It really hurt and I was really sick and then I guess I would just fall back asleep. One time I remember talking to a different dr on call and all I could see was a large shadow I remember trying to talk but I just couldn't. The next day I was alert for the most part..( I think the dr had to have taken some of the meds away). When I became alert..still weak and would does off and on...I realized I had been in the same close for 3 DAYS...I was swollen beyond beleif..the back of my knuckles were black from my hands so swollen...my feet and ankles...and some up on my leg was swollen and red. My butt had fever and all red and swollen on one side. I was terrified. I honestly thougth they were going to accidently kill me on medication. So, that morning the DR came in...( I think the one that took some meds away..but, not sure..so I guess I should thank him in away)....I told him I was too scared to stay at the hospital and I wanted to go home. He threw a SCREAMING FIT....told me to look at myself I was in no shape to go home.( He said it like it was my fault I was in this shape). I told him I could see myself today and that is why I was going home I was too scared to stay there...so I had to check myself out against medical orders. My husband made a 9 hour drive and brought BENEDREL so I could start taking immediatly. The Dr that admitted me..( not the Dr that screamed at me)....put me on Depakote, Neurontin, and 11 other drugs....all in the first day. I even asked the hospital staff what I was alergic too..( the head nurse)...she said she could not tell me because they could not single out one med. When I got home I done a search on these medications and one mix said SEVERE REACTIONS IF MIXED with one of the other meds and 4 came up as moderate risk if mixed together. It has been over 6 weeks and I still have a lump in my butt from a shot I guess.....I am more terrified than ever of medications. I checked in on one anti-depressent...one anxiety medication..and one anxiety medication for panick attacks only. Then the admitting DR added all that other on top of it. It eats at me everyday. Sometimes I am so scared, sometimes angry, I just don't know how to get past this. My first visit to my hometown Dr when I got back home. I had a panic attack and was late for my appointment I just couldn't go in and I trusted him. I would appreciate everones oppinions. I feel like I have a case of Medical Malpractice or Negligence or something...how does everyone else feel?....Will the fear I had before...that is now worse than ever get better?...Just looking for oppinions and sorry about spelling errors and writing a book...I am nervous just writing about it.
I will try to make this as short as possible.
I was admitted into a hospital in IL ..( I live in MO)...so, I didn't have any family with me.
I have been on disability aproximately 8 years for severe depression, anixiety, panick attacks, etc. I have always had a history of Migraines since my mid 20's. I am not 43 and the last year has been more horrible than I can explain with ongoing Migraines. Several DR's..Emergency Room visits..on & on...I am finially SO EXCITED when I finially get admitted to a well know hospital that specilizes in Migraine treatments. Every test has been ruled out of anything serious. My specialist in MO says it is some allergy..but, MOSTLY STRESS related migraines.
Anyway, back to the hospital visit. I told my admitting Dr there how scared I am of medications because I have had so many bad reactions to medications. My body just can't tolerate medicine very good. She tell's me not to worry I am in good hands. I told her I did NOT want Depakote...I had heard too many bad things and I was extremely scared of that medication. I also reminded her what was in my medical records that I had been hospitalized for 4 days from taking Neurontin.
I was told I would be treated with DHE IV treatments to brake the migraine cycle. Also, biofeedback, phsycologist, etc..to help with my stress migrains.
The first day there I received my first DHE IV treatment and a shot ...from then on I was in La La land most of the time. I can hardly remember anything. I remember that night a nurse waking me up holding a cup of pills...I said that looks like too many pills to take at one time...she said the dr ordered them....well, under whatever shots I was on...I remember slowly taking them I was so weak it I think it took forever. From then on I can remember IV pushes and my arm would whelp and burn and cramp so bad I would have to sqeeze the bed to take the pain. I kept telling them something was wrong. It really hurt and I was really sick and then I guess I would just fall back asleep. One time I remember talking to a different dr on call and all I could see was a large shadow I remember trying to talk but I just couldn't. The next day I was alert for the most part..( I think the dr had to have taken some of the meds away). When I became alert..still weak and would does off and on...I realized I had been in the same close for 3 DAYS...I was swollen beyond beleif..the back of my knuckles were black from my hands so swollen...my feet and ankles...and some up on my leg was swollen and red. My butt had fever and all red and swollen on one side. I was terrified. I honestly thougth they were going to accidently kill me on medication. So, that morning the DR came in...( I think the one that took some meds away..but, not sure..so I guess I should thank him in away)....I told him I was too scared to stay at the hospital and I wanted to go home. He threw a SCREAMING FIT....told me to look at myself I was in no shape to go home.( He said it like it was my fault I was in this shape). I told him I could see myself today and that is why I was going home I was too scared to stay there...so I had to check myself out against medical orders. My husband made a 9 hour drive and brought BENEDREL so I could start taking immediatly. The Dr that admitted me..( not the Dr that screamed at me)....put me on Depakote, Neurontin, and 11 other drugs....all in the first day. I even asked the hospital staff what I was alergic too..( the head nurse)...she said she could not tell me because they could not single out one med. When I got home I done a search on these medications and one mix said SEVERE REACTIONS IF MIXED with one of the other meds and 4 came up as moderate risk if mixed together. It has been over 6 weeks and I still have a lump in my butt from a shot I guess.....I am more terrified than ever of medications. I checked in on one anti-depressent...one anxiety medication..and one anxiety medication for panick attacks only. Then the admitting DR added all that other on top of it. It eats at me everyday. Sometimes I am so scared, sometimes angry, I just don't know how to get past this. My first visit to my hometown Dr when I got back home. I had a panic attack and was late for my appointment I just couldn't go in and I trusted him. I would appreciate everones oppinions. I feel like I have a case of Medical Malpractice or Negligence or something...how does everyone else feel?....Will the fear I had before...that is now worse than ever get better?...Just looking for oppinions and sorry about spelling errors and writing a book...I am nervous just writing about it.