What is the name of your state? ( California )
I need some help.
I received a COR in California in 2014. My felony convictions are nonviolent drug related. I served time in state prison from the age of 18 till about age 26 (in and out, violations, etc). In 2004 I gave back my # and I haven’t had even a traffic ticket since.
I worked as a server, then a dispatcher & office manager and accountant & then decided to go back to school (I had dropped out of high school at age 15). I went on to earn Associate of Science degrees in : Physics, engineering, general physical sciences & Mathematics. I earned a full scholarship to UCLA & graduated in 2017 with a Bachelor of Science decree in Astrophysics and a minor in Geology. I now work at UCLA in a Geochemistry lab as a lab assistant working on data analysis/data reduction, building new python script (code) for the data from samples we run through our mass spectrometers to study levels of clumped isotopes as a paleo thermometer.
I also am a Fellow at the center for diversity and leadership in science at UCLA. I do outreach, mentorship & planning for groups within CDLS (groups where we discuss issues of diversity, social justice & science).
I am describing all these details because I am feeling very fearful & losing hope in having a future as a scientist. I am starting a Data Analysis Masters program in 2020 but will continue my work at the lab. Unfortunately this position is not a “career” position but meant as a stepping stone to a masters, PhD or other career in science so I only have a limited time to keep working as a lab assistant.
I am fearful to even apply for jobs because of my background. I don’t know how to answer the question about felonies, when I moved I was shocked that the rental application now even has a section asking these questions this never used to be the case.
I don’t how to get my pardon application (which was automatically started as a result of receiving my Cert of Rehab) looked at or even on the radar of Gov. Newsom. I am afraid that without receiving a pardon I won’t be able to have a career or use my Education for good like I want to.
If anyone has any information or suggestions on how to move forward I would really appreciate it. The pardon would be the most helpful but at this point any good suggestions I would be grateful for.
I want to reach out to incarcerated people & kids who are growing up with obstacles already in their way but I’m not sure how to go about this.
I want to use the amazing privilege I have been given through education & pass it along to the next generation & anyone who is caught up in the horror that is the US “justice system.”
I still suffer anxiety, stress, fear & anger from the past I cannot even look at a cop without feeling all of these emotions and sometimes I have a hard time even leaving the house. I force myself to do it but I am hindered by these remnants of the past.
I see the horror that is the mass incarceration crisis in this country, the families being torn apart just because they are immigrants & have brown skin, the hatred being spread at the highest levels of the govt., now the killing of Latinos just for being Latino.
Unless you are a Native American or an African American (whose ancestors were brought to this country in chains by force & enslaved) you are an immigrant. We are a country of immigrants and that should be our pride.
I know this is a long post but I really wanted to express what I Believe in, who I am in a general sense and what I want to do in my life.
I want to make a difference in people’s lives who don’t usually get a chance to have a life in this society. I afraid I won’t be able to do this because of the past.
I hope someone who reads this has some suggestions for me.
Thank you & all my respect to all
I need some help.
I received a COR in California in 2014. My felony convictions are nonviolent drug related. I served time in state prison from the age of 18 till about age 26 (in and out, violations, etc). In 2004 I gave back my # and I haven’t had even a traffic ticket since.
I worked as a server, then a dispatcher & office manager and accountant & then decided to go back to school (I had dropped out of high school at age 15). I went on to earn Associate of Science degrees in : Physics, engineering, general physical sciences & Mathematics. I earned a full scholarship to UCLA & graduated in 2017 with a Bachelor of Science decree in Astrophysics and a minor in Geology. I now work at UCLA in a Geochemistry lab as a lab assistant working on data analysis/data reduction, building new python script (code) for the data from samples we run through our mass spectrometers to study levels of clumped isotopes as a paleo thermometer.
I also am a Fellow at the center for diversity and leadership in science at UCLA. I do outreach, mentorship & planning for groups within CDLS (groups where we discuss issues of diversity, social justice & science).
I am describing all these details because I am feeling very fearful & losing hope in having a future as a scientist. I am starting a Data Analysis Masters program in 2020 but will continue my work at the lab. Unfortunately this position is not a “career” position but meant as a stepping stone to a masters, PhD or other career in science so I only have a limited time to keep working as a lab assistant.
I am fearful to even apply for jobs because of my background. I don’t know how to answer the question about felonies, when I moved I was shocked that the rental application now even has a section asking these questions this never used to be the case.
I don’t how to get my pardon application (which was automatically started as a result of receiving my Cert of Rehab) looked at or even on the radar of Gov. Newsom. I am afraid that without receiving a pardon I won’t be able to have a career or use my Education for good like I want to.
If anyone has any information or suggestions on how to move forward I would really appreciate it. The pardon would be the most helpful but at this point any good suggestions I would be grateful for.
I want to reach out to incarcerated people & kids who are growing up with obstacles already in their way but I’m not sure how to go about this.
I want to use the amazing privilege I have been given through education & pass it along to the next generation & anyone who is caught up in the horror that is the US “justice system.”
I still suffer anxiety, stress, fear & anger from the past I cannot even look at a cop without feeling all of these emotions and sometimes I have a hard time even leaving the house. I force myself to do it but I am hindered by these remnants of the past.
I see the horror that is the mass incarceration crisis in this country, the families being torn apart just because they are immigrants & have brown skin, the hatred being spread at the highest levels of the govt., now the killing of Latinos just for being Latino.
Unless you are a Native American or an African American (whose ancestors were brought to this country in chains by force & enslaved) you are an immigrant. We are a country of immigrants and that should be our pride.
I know this is a long post but I really wanted to express what I Believe in, who I am in a general sense and what I want to do in my life.
I want to make a difference in people’s lives who don’t usually get a chance to have a life in this society. I afraid I won’t be able to do this because of the past.
I hope someone who reads this has some suggestions for me.
Thank you & all my respect to all