I agree with you. Sometimes I feel as if he wants to go back. He got out in 2003 after 18 months. He of course came home. I felt this time he had had enough. He went to collage this time and he completed it with honors. He had a 4.0 average, before he got sick in Oct. 05 with his voices. But he still ended up with a 3.8 average. Proud day for me to see he walk an that stage. So we have had 3 years of no jail or prison visits until now. I only pray, go to support group and try to keep myself together. Not much else I can do. Keep up faith