Bluntly, there is no such thing as 'artificial neural networks' and at least some (perhaps all) of your problems are psychiatric.
Having a mental problem does not reduce your human worth. But I am not going to humor something that is proveably a delusion. All said it is possible you are subject to many kinds of abuse and some things may not be just 'in your head's and in fact, having a problem with reality testing makes you vulnerable to exploitation and abuse. You do have a problem with reality testing. You believe something is occurring which cannot be and is not real. This is one of many reasons why you should get and stay compliant with medically prescribed treatment.