Undeniably..
I have always preferred an ugly truth over a pretty lie.
You are correct about time passing and people (including me) moving on to the next distraction. This town is only about pop. 5,000, so it may be a long time. I still have to make a living at something - maybe teach college?
There is a money factor involved, no doubt. As you correctly point out, an expungement (which is a very high hurdle to jump for a good reason) from the court in these modern times does nothing to erase the internet record - which will far outlive me. My training and years of practice, gone. The last three years of income gone with any chance to ever work in that field again - or any field for that matter. Lawyer fees figure into the picture, too. Yes, I want to be compensated enough to live and I firmly believe that the press release was specifically done to discredit me and improve their image (and possibly taint a jury pool?). Perhaps it is time for the "system" to take into account the new reality that one is more likely to get an internet check than a police or credit check when seeking employment? Those days are never coming back.
When I worked in FL with foster homes, it was a game of musical kids. They knew exactly what to say to work the system and the system knew it and accounted for it by shuffling the kids around until the investigation was complete. THEN, maybe headlines - but never in my experience during the time I worked in that field.
I still plan to ask that an attorney be appointed to advise me. Until that happens, I have a fool for a client. Thank you for the advice to seek out others similarly situated, I will.
You are correct, it was not what I was looking for - but it was what I NEEDED right now. The legalities will work out the way they will. A trip to court is always a roll of the dice. I made it this far on my own, now I need professional advice. As a pauper, I can only ask for one.
Thanks for the "grounding" reality check.