Ok, thank you for explaining, I think I do need leveraging. As you could tell, I have a lot of little complications that I don't understand how to confront. That's where I need professional advice\assistance.
My life feels like War and Peace and a bad reality show, so am having trouble trimming without turning vague.
The issue with the SBA is I have too many personal issues to address before I can get a realistic business plan. I know I can get loans, free info\help, and similar things, but as is I'll only get the look of redicule- I'm sure many readers of this have it on their faces reading this.
And we are divorced and in the process, so future profits are safe, but a professional can help me guarantee that.