purple2 said:
Kaiser, with all sincerity and kindness, please get some help. I am a former mental health professional. From what you've posted here, I do believe you could benefit significantly with a little help. It's worth it to at least try...get a mental health evaluation and follow through with the initial treatment recommendations. You can always quit later if you don't like it.
You have said you believe you have genuinely been mistreated many times. I'm sure that's true. You've also indicated that there seems to be a conspiracy. I don't think you're lying. I'm sure you believe there is a conspiracy. It's just that, taking this story objectively from my point of view, it's hard to believe the conspiracy you described. You might be misinterpreting things. If you are, and you get treatment, great. If you're not misinterpreting things and you get treatment, well...you haven't lost much. It's worth a shot. When so many other people find the conspiracy theory hard to believe, that might be an indicator there's something to it.
Wishing you the best.
Ssshhh...pastels...
The accident my father was in when he was a federal employee caused him to be ejected from his vehicle, which then rolled on its side, crushing him. When the police and ambulance arrived, the vehicle was upright on its wheels. Upon questioning, my father (who remained concious through all this) said that the pain was so intense he couldn't stand it, and he pushed the vehicle off of him.
First guess is that he was delirious, and that witnesses picked the truck up off of him. Half of his ribs and his pelvis were broken, along with many other injuries which made any physical movement painful. He wasn't paralyzed, but he was very fortunate to be alive. Second guess is I don't know what.
He sued his employer, the federal government, and won posthumously. But the wreck was unexplainable by the accident scene. It was mid-day in a residential district, all the men-folk were at work, only housewives were home at the time. The person who struck him was a young girl. There wasn't anyone in the vicinity who was strong enough to lift the truck off of him. So when the police, government inspectors, insurance investigators, whoever it was that got involved, made their report they made one that was incoherent. There was no way to rationally explain my father's injuries.
Now I have my own difficulties with employment. I don't want these problems to continue, and I also don't want my father's problem repeated with myself. It is difficult for me to obtain representation.
With all sincerity and kindness it is difficult to change the past.
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