in my defense /this is a quote
I am being somewhat attacked for being ignorant i guess.....but i have done everything that i could think of to get my child back, without knowing exactly where she is and getting no help from any agency i have contacted,i did call police they took a report i was told it was a civil matter and would need to get an attorney that i cannot afford,legal aide is too wrapped in domestic violence casses to helpI also have a 4 year old that i support alone, no i cant come up with the money for 2 round trip tickets and a one way ticket on a plane or a bus it would put all 3 of us on the streets, the cost is more then i make in a month, and pay my bills and keep food on the table.....So that means i dont care.no , it means i do the best with only a h.s. education to keep a roof over our heads,clothes on their backs and food in our bellys i have no support system, thats why i asked law enforcement to help, child protective services to help, legal aide to help i was told they could not help me . there is no possible way to stay afloat and have no one to pay my bills or loan me money we go paycheck to paycheck i dont get support from anyone but myself...not having extra monies should not warrant losing my child , i can and do support my kids, custody agreements were made that he would be soley responsible for there trip expenses each year and i would not ask for anything above that because it is a big expense, and wanted them to have the benifits of going at holidays as well as summer , my fear was not having the money to send them at some point and therfore they would be any hdenied a visit, thats why i get no monthly support....so he will pay for the trips back and forth.....i am helpless truely in my opinion to do anything to get my child back...i thought thats why we had a court order to ensure they would be returned each time, but no one could tell me how to enforce it other than to go physically take her WHICH I CANNOT DO I truely wish i could....I still have not been given any of solutions, but judgements, thats what i have faced for 9 months......OUT OF IDEAS I NEED A SOLUTION why was i never informed to file contempt order from police or human services, i wasnt aware of that option