What is the name of your state? Colorado
I have been seeing a therapist for years, prescribed some anxiety meds, and then most recently fell ill and diagnosed with a serious disease.
While talking with my current therapist, we uncovered a large portion of my anxiety/fear/CPTSD/depression/etc is related to workplace bullying. My therapist was the one who said what I was experiencing was bullying, never me. I've been too involved in fixing my family life to have seen what was right in front of me. To be clear, I'm not making any of the harassment issues up, I'm not a baby making a mountain out of a mole hill, this was some serious psychological warfare that went on for years. Anyways, once that happened, my therapist refused to talk about it ever again. Any time I pushed to talk about it and get help with the PTSD and the daily intrusive thoughts, he would push me to go back to work or deflect. This has been going on for about a year as I'm terrified to switch therapists and get kicked off LTD for violating some unwritten rule. I am just looking for some advice on how to proceed. I am nowhere near fit to return to work mentally, and physically my body has deteriorated even further to the point my wife said she can't look at me as I "look" sick. I won't get into any details, but imagine the worst case scenario for your health, your family life, work life, financial life, and that's me right now. I can't afford to lose LTD payments on a stupid technicality, even if I can "fight" to get it restored. One missed paycheck and the entire house of cards comes crashing down.
Any input/guidance is greatly appreciated
Thank you
I have been seeing a therapist for years, prescribed some anxiety meds, and then most recently fell ill and diagnosed with a serious disease.
While talking with my current therapist, we uncovered a large portion of my anxiety/fear/CPTSD/depression/etc is related to workplace bullying. My therapist was the one who said what I was experiencing was bullying, never me. I've been too involved in fixing my family life to have seen what was right in front of me. To be clear, I'm not making any of the harassment issues up, I'm not a baby making a mountain out of a mole hill, this was some serious psychological warfare that went on for years. Anyways, once that happened, my therapist refused to talk about it ever again. Any time I pushed to talk about it and get help with the PTSD and the daily intrusive thoughts, he would push me to go back to work or deflect. This has been going on for about a year as I'm terrified to switch therapists and get kicked off LTD for violating some unwritten rule. I am just looking for some advice on how to proceed. I am nowhere near fit to return to work mentally, and physically my body has deteriorated even further to the point my wife said she can't look at me as I "look" sick. I won't get into any details, but imagine the worst case scenario for your health, your family life, work life, financial life, and that's me right now. I can't afford to lose LTD payments on a stupid technicality, even if I can "fight" to get it restored. One missed paycheck and the entire house of cards comes crashing down.
Any input/guidance is greatly appreciated
Thank you