Sorry to bother you again, but my nosy son checked what I wrote here and pointed out I didn't understand what adjusterjack and bcr229 wrote correctly. I wrote my last post late at night and clearly my brain didn't function well.
I appreciate that adjusterjack understands my feelings after an accident. Not everyone understood my anxieties and I actually received comments like you worried too much. I really appreciate that adjusterjack understands it!
I appreciate it bcr229's advice about parking. I'm so for parking where I can pull through. I actually exercise it whenever I can. I wonder why not many people do it in the parking lots.
At the moment, I don't have guts to do combat parking except my apartment parking spot, but I should gain skills to do it anywhere. My mind set was fixed to avoid doing what I couldn't do, but I realized I should gain skills to feel comfortable driving a car. I'll practice it and I hope I will be able to do combat parking like bcr229 soon!
Thank you again for giving me good suggestions! Also thank you for putting up with my nosy son and me.