You'll be fineTrzVpr said:I feel I did the right thing. Although I hate what I did, I feel better knowing that I did it than had I not done it.
I've been debating for a couple of months on whether or not to buy a Yamaha R6 and learn how to ride it. I’ve only been hesitant about it because of the safety issues involved with motorcycles and their accidents. I have been doing a lot of research on that topic as well. If I wanted to hurt myself, I bike would definitely not be the way.
However, after this experience, I will definitely get one. What do I have to lose? Someone who I was really happy with and a relationship that I felt had the potential to grow into sometime beautiful? Too late, I already threw it away. Based on all your advice and my f**king conscience.. (Sorry just venting)
I will definitely need something to get my mind off things and into something else. That is the only way I will move on, by not thinking about it.
I called some of my girlfriends (my age) and asked them to makes plans for tonight so that they can get me out of the house. What ever it is I do, I have to get my mind of this before I regret the right decision I made and call her again.
I erased her phone numbers from my cell and backlogs for the extra precaution because my emotions get the better of me sometimes.. And I know this.
Go have fun with your friends.